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Sometimes we find ourselves borderline with death and life. Our minds are always exploring the avenue of depression and misery. We have voices from the past trying to convince us that lies are the truth. That the truth is relevant as a choice. We argue with those thoughts and days weeks months go by and we just get by. We waste time worrying about all the aspects of our sadness that we lose precious time enjoying our loved ones around us.

For those that are alone you waste time feeling sorry and do not ever move on to create a new life for yourself. Free of attachments. Travel and move anywhere to meet new people. There are so many situations we can talk about where there could be a good excuse to be miserable. If we are alive then there is hope to create something special.

I recently put myself in a situation where it is out of my comfort zone. It is scary for anyone that does not have the courage to face something new and is not able to create with confidence. It takes courage for someone to change in stride. I am not saying that we should stop what we are doing and do what we love and are passionate about. That would be absurd. We should never want to re-think our lives to be happier if we are already comfortable. Never!!! We need security. We need low risk situations where we can just settle and be safe. Happiness is relevant isn’t it? It isn’t really happiness it is craziness to want to laugh all the time going to and from work. Laugh when you collect that check from something that you enjoy doing while everyone is working overtime and barely making ends meet.

Do not do that. Do not enjoy life. I beg you. Settle for the people over you that do not appreciate how amazing you are. Do not get out of your comfort zone and make yourself uncomfortable sacrificing that comfort for the payoff of making a living at something you love to do. Do not put the hard work in for a passion where you work for 10-12 hours a day in something that is amazing and fulfilling to you. NO! That would be a bad idea. That is so CRAZY that you cannot even think of it you selfish person you.

You are a hypocrite! Can’t we all just get a long at work and be happy? I made some mistakes in my career and my life where I let my emotions get the best of me, I let my weaknesses get the best of me, I let my temper get the best of me, I let my principles get me in trouble and I did not stick with my principles at times. I got away from going to a place where other people rejoice in life and pray together earnestly and honestly in a non-judgmental way. Don’t look at me with those eyes like you are innocent you hypocrite! I love you! I will always love you even though you think of nothing but hate towards me. I will always stretch out my hands in hopes that you will accept my gift of love and kindness, friendship and goodwill. Instead look at me with those righteous eyes. How Dare You?! I answer in love. I love you. Period.

This is a rant. This is how the mind works when you are in the process of meditating. This is how we can go back and forth from emotion to thought and never get anywhere. We have to not listen to the lies. We have to block out the voices. The voices can be so damaging. The voices of the past and our fears all balled up into one. Relax. Love and be happy.

I Am Better than You! Stay Away!!!
I am always being followed from place to place by this thing that lingers. It curses me at every turn and make fun of me every chance it gets. I am always arguing with it. I wish it would go away. I turn the corner and it is looking at me laughing at me because I can never run or move far enough to get away from it. The other day I was happy minding my own business and out of the blue it pops up and says hello. I was so upset because it came at the most inopportune moment. At that moment my life changed and I am now headed in a different direction. I am still happy but in a different direction!
I have a great plan and have all the answers and there it is glaring at me with its devious eyes. It is a disgusting looking thing. I don’t know how to explain it. It has no scent, it doesn’t look ugly nor does it look appealing. It is there. It knows how to use that transparency to hide. I cannot describe the impact it has on me when it decides to penetrate my being and change everything for that moment. I try to talk myself out of acknowledging its presence…but it is always there. It does not even touch me. I can be doing great and have success and it decides to walk in my space and I immediately doubt myself and I begin to fail. I begin to go against everything I am confident about. In truth it is very subtle. It makes small comments. It doesn’t even yell at me. It speaks under its breath. It is very quiet. But what it says is very impactful… I cannot stress how profound the language it uses. It is very convincing. All it does is plants a little seed in my head and that is enough for me to magnify the comment or thought a billion times. And then I duplicate it a trillion times in my mind. Literally a trillion times in my mind.
This stupid thing is very intelligent. It uses a little trick in our minds. It embeds itself inside our thoughts and at the most opportune moment it plants a little thought and we began to believe this thought and our “imagination” creates multiple scenarios for this little idea to become true. Then our physical bodies react to this belief that was created as an idea. And now our imagination is bringing forth an idea that becomes a truth. Redundant? Yes. This thing works on redundancies. Because we believe it as such and it will become. We believe it so passionately that it is so and our mind is focused on the idea.
We lose. Fear Wins. Fear is the beginning of the end. Fear has no friends. Fear is not negotiable. Fear creates stress. Fear creates negative momentum. When we doubt ourselves and build on that doubt the game is over, FEAR has kryptonite. LOVE and Happiness is Kryptonite to Fear. Love others unconditionally and be Happy. Happiness comes from Love. The two are hand in hand. Love yourself first. First and foremost look in the mirror and see you for who you are and accept that being and Love who you are immediately. Build amazing dreams based on who you are and your purpose. When Fear creeps its little head LOVE yourself and do not believe the lies. Use statements that start with I Am! I Am powerful. I am Beautiful. I Am Worth. I am amazing. I am a wonderful father. I am a wonderful wife. I am a wonderful employee. I am a talented musician. I am an inspiration to others. I am what I am and I love myself for who I am. Use the “I AM” and “I LOVE” to fight off fear. Fear uses I am NOT as a weapon. If you believe you are not you will lose.

I Am an Amazing Contributor to Humanity because I am Happy and I want others to be Happy.

I Love You!

Becareful what you attach to you “I Am”. It has the power to limit you or free you!

When you have time watch this YouTube Video series. “The Power of I Am” Video Series.