I post to share my heart and soul. My heart and soul does not want to mince its words or pretend to be something it isn’t. I am just a vessel that carries this special energy. I am getting to know my soul every day. I lived a lifetime of not listening to this stranger that dwelled inside me for 51 years. I know now that my soul craves attention. My attention. It wants to be recognized as the author of my life. I must listen now. The foregoing is expressions of my soul.

People suck! Not in the way that is bad. The societal thinking we live with is predicated by fear. Our environment is volatile and has always been on the brink of disaster. The human experience has gone through a history of change and will continue to evolve. We are just passing through to learn and teach from our experience. There are mysteries we cannot comprehend nor grasp the magnitude of importance as it plays in our life affecting and influencing others and our environment.

Bottom line we like to bitch moan and complain not looking up to see that other people are in a more challenging experience. We find fault in others when we are acting contrary to what we criticize. Hypocrisy is rampant in our lives. People like to point fingers and forget to see the three fingers pointing back at them.

All we must do is love each other and be understanding that each and every one of us has an experience that is unique. Hate, violence, ignorance, prejudice, abuse, etc. has always been there. We make it sound like it is something new and we are all going to hell. The difference now is our recording of these events and mindset thinking. The media we have is instant now. There are no filters. We are desensitized to the point that are children are losing their innocence. It is our job to protect the youth and yet we pawn the excuse as “that is the way it is”.

Love is the answer. Love? People cannot love unless they love themselves. We do not love ourselves. How do children learn how to love themselves when the things they see online are tricking them to believe that the material world is needed for them to be happy and to validate who they are as a person. They cannot be approved of unless they have enough likes in their social media account. These children are not protected from bullying and intimidation. These wonderful little souls watch the news with their parents and or watch the reality of how our society is damaged right now, they see this through the eyes of others on social media, television, games, their dysfunctional single mothers and fucked up fathers. (vice versa).

Our language is toxic along with our values. I won’t even go there then I will alienate half of you, and not in the way you are judging me.

I love people. I love humanity. I feel as if though race is an option I want to be a rainbow color. Brown arms, black face, with blond hair, green legs, yellow eyes, with a beautiful blue chest to represent my soul. And distribute the rest of the colors as needed. None of these colors I picked were for any reason because it doesn’t matter we are a human race. We are a granule of sand in a desert as compared to the earth in this universe.

When will we realize that we are special only to ourselves. We believe and are arrogant enough that we can play God to kill people because of our empirical ways of thinking. Every nation of power wants to impress upon the world its agenda. Why is there war in the first place. Why is there destruction or genocide? Why do leaders think they can be God, Judge and jury of the world and they know best? When will we stop being dishonest and admit we suck as people, from that point we can improve.