I have been missing from this site the past week or so because I have been struggling with happiness. Yes I have been struggling with Happiness. Let me re-phrase that….I have been dealing with some blockages recently. I wake up thinking and over thinking these challenges and how to solve them. I have in my thoughts all these scenarios I replay over and over like a you tube video. I can only see the screen on the video in my head and with blinders on I am distracted and cannot see anything else. I am helping people with their issues, problems and challenges and I forget to look in the mirror and clean out the gutter in my head.
I am clear now. I still do not have an answer for all my challenges. But if I worry about them I will be letting life pass me by and my focus will be on the negative aspect instead of the positive outcome of whatever it is I am experiencing. I have always said that all is for the good. I am taking on a new road in my life and it is still a journey. I am still moving forward. Time always moves forward whether we are alert, onboard or think that life is going to pause for us until we figure it out. Our physical time here in the flesh present…. We are here and that biological clock is still recording time. We have to take an assessment and take stock of our priorities. What is important in the bigger picture? What is waste? Waste is when you are creating situations which take you away from your purpose, loving and helping others. I have been creating waste. Although I have been helping others I have not been a good steward of my time that was given to me by the wonderful God that created me. Yes I believe in God and the story of a man called his son coming down upon us to teach us a thing or two of love and toughness. Love as in unconditional. Unconditional is a powerful word. That means loving everyone like you would want to be loved. Toughness means unconditional love. That means giving of yourself unconditionally. WOW what a concept. It was a simple message and yet it has been twisted.
I have embarked on few projects that entail using my free time to help others. Without going into detail I am not doing anything extra special or nor am I looking for a pat on the back…I am reporting to you because I want everyone reading this to realize they have to do the same, We have to realize that the only way humanity will change is if we individually change our perceptions of the world around us. The only important perception in my OPINION is LOVE! Love unconditionally and everything else falls into place. Our world is falling apart from greed and power hungry individuals and entities…..Entities not countries. We should not be naïve to believe that the world ran by a set country. It is run by the appetite for power. I have no control over that concept. Therefore I will not consume every waking moment of my life worrying about the POWERS to be. I will love until my last breathe teach my children and grandchildren leaving a legacy as such.
Where are you? Why are you so upset with the world? Why are you believing that your life is predicated by the dollar you get upset about? If you multiply that dollar and acquire more will it make you happy? Or will you spend it and then spend more time figuring out ways to acquire more? It will never end. I want to acquire more love. I want to give more of myself. If I am going to look for more it is for the reason of freeing up my time to give more of my time.
I will not be a dog chasing my tail for anyone any longer. I will not lose my focus on useless doings. I am so useless when I focus on these insignificant things and people. I walk daily being tempted and allowing myself to fall into so many traps that I get overwhelmed and distracted away from the purpose I have been given. Again I say I have been a bad steward for the creator that thought of me.
Moving forward, tomorrow a new day. Today was purposeful. I pray that I use my time wisely and create a plan if I am blessed to wake, to improve the perceptions of the world one person at a time. If I am blessed enough to influence multitudes at once then I will be a responsible one to give them the right message. One of LOVE.