I Love You
I hope everyone reading this is finding a way to be happy in life. I sincerely hope with all my love and energy you are all in a place in your life where you know you have control over anything between the cranium in your head. That you have control over the thoughts and perceptions you constantly create. Everything you receive from all of your senses you have the control over how you feel about it.
I write in this blog to reach someone and or anyone that could learn from my words and outlook in life. I have my critics and people that think I am not qualified to give advice or write about happiness. I think that if someone loves themselves enough to help others is more than qualified. If your stated of mind is that of a crazy person and yet you have the love and compassion in your heart to help…then you are qualified. That is my opinion of course. I have my opinion and you have yours. Love is for everyone.
I love you and want to reach out to you. I love you and want you to be happy. That is the purpose of my existence. I want to love everyone the rest of my life. You should have the same purpose in life. You can apply that philosophy towards your passions in life. If you are an artist then you will pour all of your love into your art to express to the world. If you are a doctor then you will pour all of your love into healing people. AND so on…. You get the point. Love one another through your passions.
I love you even though you do not love me. I love you even though you see me as a threat or I annoy you. I love you unconditionally. I love you even though you hate me.
We are so capable of changing our perceptions and yet we hold on to the past, stress out about the future and look past the wonderful things and people we can experience right in front of us. Wake up. I Love you.
Lies from The Past
Sometimes we find ourselves borderline with death and life. Our minds are always exploring the avenue of depression and misery. We have voices from the past trying to convince us that lies are the truth. That the truth is relevant as a choice. We argue with those thoughts and days weeks months go by and we just get by. We waste time worrying about all the aspects of our sadness that we lose precious time enjoying our loved ones around us.
For those that are alone you waste time feeling sorry and do not ever move on to create a new life for yourself. Free of attachments. Travel and move anywhere to meet new people. There are so many situations we can talk about where there could be a good excuse to be miserable. If we are alive then there is hope to create something special.
I recently put myself in a situation where it is out of my comfort zone. It is scary for anyone that does not have the courage to face something new and is not able to create with confidence. It takes courage for someone to change in stride. I am not saying that we should stop what we are doing and do what we love and are passionate about. That would be absurd. We should never want to re-think our lives to be happier if we are already comfortable. Never!!! We need security. We need low risk situations where we can just settle and be safe. Happiness is relevant isn’t it? It isn’t really happiness it is craziness to want to laugh all the time going to and from work. Laugh when you collect that check from something that you enjoy doing while everyone is working overtime and barely making ends meet.
Do not do that. Do not enjoy life. I beg you. Settle for the people over you that do not appreciate how amazing you are. Do not get out of your comfort zone and make yourself uncomfortable sacrificing that comfort for the payoff of making a living at something you love to do. Do not put the hard work in for a passion where you work for 10-12 hours a day in something that is amazing and fulfilling to you. NO! That would be a bad idea. That is so CRAZY that you cannot even think of it you selfish person you.
You are a hypocrite! Can’t we all just get a long at work and be happy? I made some mistakes in my career and my life where I let my emotions get the best of me, I let my weaknesses get the best of me, I let my temper get the best of me, I let my principles get me in trouble and I did not stick with my principles at times. I got away from going to a place where other people rejoice in life and pray together earnestly and honestly in a non-judgmental way. Don’t look at me with those eyes like you are innocent you hypocrite! I love you! I will always love you even though you think of nothing but hate towards me. I will always stretch out my hands in hopes that you will accept my gift of love and kindness, friendship and goodwill. Instead look at me with those righteous eyes. How Dare You?! I answer in love. I love you. Period.
This is a rant. This is how the mind works when you are in the process of meditating. This is how we can go back and forth from emotion to thought and never get anywhere. We have to not listen to the lies. We have to block out the voices. The voices can be so damaging. The voices of the past and our fears all balled up into one. Relax. Love and be happy.
which way is next?
I would love to say that when I help people it sticks. I am sure there are times when I have not made an impact right away after I am done helping. I have checked back with some of the individuals and they have gone back to their old way of thinking. I do not know where I am going with this post but I just had to start sharing what is in my heart right now. Sometimes we are compelled to start sharing as writers with no clear vision or intent. All I know is that People are always in my path feeling pain and it goes right through my heart. It is almost like I feel exactly what they are feeling.
This past week should have been a stressful one for me but it was a very happy time. I have been able to let go of some stumbling blocks and have a gateway of opportunity open to me. I walked away from a job that I was at for over 2-1/2 years. I enjoyed the people I worked with but had a different vision for my career. I was not enjoying coming into work no matter how much I lied to myself. I was not serving the purpose I have been so passionate about. It is important that when we are creating our lives we create situations for us that are edifying for ourselves and we are able to reach out to share and help others.
I have had a stream of ideas of what direction I will be taking on. I have a job lined up slated to start the first of October. I have a little bit of time to engage myself in alternative ways of income. It will take hard work but I am sure I will figure it out like I always do. I have been neck up in research and exploring every option I can think of. Hard work. I have the work ethic. I want to include speaking publicly, helping, mentoring and making myself available and open to helping people in whatever I decide to venture in. I am so happy at this stage in my life. I have so many positive things happening. Losing my job was one of them. I believe it will be a highlight. Finding another one or trying to figure out what is next in my life will be challenging but well worth the effort in finding the path there.
One thing this time off has left me to focus on is this website and building other ways to reach more people. I want to start create content on You Tube. I believe I can reach many other folks that would rather see eye to eye while I am speaking and seeing the passion I have for this genre. I love showing people how someone can truly care for them with no hidden agenda. I truly will succeed in reaching out to more of people like you. I am excited for this chapter in my life. If I do not continue from this moment in time forward after this article I must have died or something. Because I am so excited that I do not seeing anything else derail me other than that. I am a horrible typist, and my grammar is very bad. I don’t care. I still do not understand how I became a Pastor many years ago and was able to speak to people at a very young age. I had more balls back then then I have at present time.
I guess the point of this rant today I to let all of you reading know that I am ready to move forward and give more available content from my head. I need to give my heart and soul more places to vent and let go. I have been holding this god given wisdom inside for too long. It is time to let it go and allow someone or many benefit from it.
I love you all and I am looking forward to seeing you in YouTube Ville!!!!
PS…. Noting is impossible!!! Watch this….
