recovery

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I have had a long and fruitful life full of amazing memories. I am thankful for all the wonderful experiences I have been blessed to have had along the way. I have lived, loved and lost. Some people say it would be a lie to say there are no regrets. I look at my life differently than that. All of my experiences I have had have made me the person I love today. 

So many people have had an impact on my life and I love all of them. I have been fortunate enough to have been entrusted with the heart of individuals seeking help from me. When someone asked for spiritual or life guidance it is a humble honor to be that person of influence and or love and guidance. This I do not take lightly.  Helping others by influencing in a positive way is my purpose. 

If you have helped anyone in your life whether it is in a mentoring capacity or just giving advice you know that all it takes is to be in a better place over them to be qualified. If they come to you and ask you ?…. Please give. Do not be afraid to give of yourself. Do not be intimidated by the thought that someone is entrusting their life in your hands. They are offering you a chance to work with them to heal. That is an honor and a privilege. 

We cannot let society and the trend of everything else get in the way of doing the right thing and that is to live for another in a capacity where we are willing to cry for one another in love and compassion not in a judgmental state of mind. Receive one another in love that we may be able to heal daily because we are there for one another. 

I hope this has helped in some way. The Redt of our Lives should be that of Love, unconditionally. 

I hope all of you are doing well that are reading this post. I have not posted here since last October. I have been active on other social media sites like, Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, Flickr, You Tube and a couple of others. I have been mainly making picture/quote posting and videos. I enjoy writing most of all. I chose for the time being to make quick posts and videos. I felt at the time that expressing myself through live videos was free flowing and spontaneous.

I realized through the process of conquering my little anxiety, actually a fear of recording myself, was a process I needed to go through. I am very comfortable now recording myself. As I was going through that process I also realized another thing…. My writing was just as if not equally or more important. At times through this process I would look at my writing as an alternate mode of expressing my thoughts and quickly dismissed it as taking too much thought process and I could not make enough time for it. I started to build up a fear of writing like I did my recording videos. I started to believe that my writing was not good enough because of my perception that I did not have enough viewers or subscribers to read my website.

I was believing a false thought that because I see the amount of followers on the other social media sites so I figured it justified my perception that writing in the website was a waste of time and I was ready to delete the website.

Here is the truth. I believed that I needed to write better, and did not have time to improve. The reason to write better was all vain, I wanted more followers. It started to turn into me wanting to be popular and not about helping “one” person if that is all I accomplished with these efforts. That one person didn’t seem as important as me being recognized by the masses. That is a bullshit belief. Not that I was wholeheartedly believing that, but it did cross my mind a little bit.

Here I am. I love my writing. I don’t really give a rats ass about impressing anyone, but I do give a shit about impressing on you my thoughts and heartfelt writing expressing how I feel happiness needs to be a part of our lives in order to flourish in this lifetime. We need it more if not as equally as oxygen to breathe.

I have set up several ways to post and express myself here. I will be posting directly from my phone, and or sending picture quotes that I post on my social media sites. I will be also posting the videos. I hope all of you reading this will share my information to your friends and loved ones. I actually do not have an agenda to fulfill some kind of self glorification or otherwise…. I truly just want to share my soul.

Thank You if you are a regular, I appreciate you if you are a first time reader. I have links to a couple of my social media sites that you can follow and see all my other activities all directly related to happiness and not any other thing. I will not be spamming you. The only thing I offer is myself. My Love.